01/31/1958 — 12/07/2010

With joy and gratitude for her life, we want to tell you about the passing of Nayaswami Maria.

Many of you may know her through the creative and inspiring work she did on the Ananda website for the past five years. Maria died peacefully at her home at Ananda Village on Tuesday, December 7 at 3:33 pm, only three weeks after being diagnosed with brain cancer.

Maria’s Life

Born in the Soviet Union in 1958, Maria lost both of her parents while still a teenager. She and her older sister, Bella, were able to immigrate as refugees to the United States in 1979 with the intention of seeking the freedom to live a spiritual life. While traveling from the Soviet Union to America, they met a consulate employee, who later gave them Autobiography of a Yogi in New York. In 1980 she and Bella moved to Ananda Village.

Nayaswami Maria with her husband, Devarshi blessing during a Sunday Service at Ananda Village

Maria spent 30 years serving her Guru in various ways: in Ananda Assisi, in Ananda Seattle, on Swamiji’s staff at Crystal Hermitage, as a Lightbearer and teacher, and for the last five years of her life she was the driving force and creative energy behind Ananda.org. Through this website, she was able to bring inspiration to millions of people around the world. With no background in website development, Maria taught herself this skill through seeking out the training she needed. Under her direction, our website emerged as the single most important tool that Ananda has for serving people at a distance. In 2009 she and her husband, Devarshi, the head of Ananda’s Kriya Ministry, took Nayaswami Vows.

Within ten years, Maria survived two serious bouts with cancer involving major surgery, chemotherapy, and radiation. Still she continued to serve whole-heartedly in the demanding work of keeping a website vibrant. Once when she came into work during the middle of radiation treatment, someone said to her, “Maria, you don’t have to come in to work.” She replied, “You don’t understand, I must come in to work. It’s what gives me the strength to fight this battle.”

Maria chanting with Ananda members in Dallas, the day after she realized what was happening in her brain. Photograph by Lee Courtney

Maria first realized that she had a brain tumor while helping to lead a Kriya Retreat at Ananda’s Dallas center. In spite of starting to experience headaches and extreme dizziness, she gave the Sunday Service talk that Devarshi said was the most beautiful and inspiring he’d ever heard her give. When she told Devarshi that she knew she had a brain tumor, thinking more of consoling him than of her own needs, she said to him, “Don’t worry. I’m free.”

Within a few days, she was unable to walk or open her eyes. As Devarshi was taking her in a wheelchair to get a brain scan, she could feel his concern for her, and said to him kindly but strongly, “Detach yourself, control the reactive process, live the teachings.”

Maria holds the door, and an umbrella, for Swami Kriyananda

After being medically diagnosed with brain cancer, she spent the remainder of her time consciously disconnecting from any involvement with the world, and going deep within to commune with God. During this time, there was constantly a vibration of great peace and sanctity around her.  Maria passed on December 7, 2010.

In a recent talk, Swami Kriyananda said of Maria, “I have seen her change over the years — she had cancer of the breast years ago, and she had chemotherapy and went through a great deal of pain because of that — and now she’s reached a point of maturity where nothing can touch her.”

Maria with Devarshi
Swami Kriyananda blessing Maria and Devarshi

Quotes from Friends

“Maria always had a twinkle in her eyes, as though she was seeing passed the current situation, into the eternal now. She was courageous and compassionate. I will miss her.”
“Over the years, she had obviously disciplined her mind so that she could focus it entirely on the task at hand – in this case, preparing to leave, without hesitation, regret or self-pity. Her purity of soul is awe-inspiring. I am grateful for the example she has set for us all.”Nabha
I felt a joy in my spine as though your own expansion in spirit was lifting all of us, as well… And this morning, right as I was coming awake – I had this very clear thought, and blessing, “Anything that causes separation from God causes suffering – And all bliss comes from merging in Him, so why not simply merge in the field of blue?” It was so simple, so clear, and so childlike…and I immediately thought of you – expanding in the Light… and it was lifting our sails, as well, if we but let it. Such is the joy of life in God together that now, even in parting, you give yet another gift….Mary Kretzmann
The last few days before her transition (she was all I could experience in meditation — her joy and freedom in God. Never any sadness — she was wrapping us all in her light. Thank you Maria for your life and for your Love. Janakidevi
During these last few weeks since Maria’s diagnosis until her passing, I feel Maria has been teaching me so much about the spiritual path. Soon after the news came out, we corresponded with Devarshi and, through him, Maria. Then Bharat and I had our evening meditation. We found out afterward that both of us felt quite lifted by an extraordinary sense of divine peace. Feeling this peace, I thought: This is who Maria IS. And it occurred to me that she had the strength to choose to be who she is, and to release all that she was not–any regrets, fears, negative thoughts, and so on. It was as if she offered the tiny non-self into the Great Self and all the smallness was gone. It was a beautiful and powerful message.Anandi Cornell