September 8
2010
Neena
U.A.E
Question
Aum Guru
I purchased Ananda Course part I & II, 5 months back & practice EE & meditation regularly. I want to take discipleship & kriya intiation.
1.I suffer from lack of faith. Its as if, there is always a small voice telling me 'what if all this is false?'. Please help me anchor my faith once & for all.
2. I am no longer attached to worldy pleasures. I am in an awkard state where I am unable to go deep in meditation & get joy. So life is very mundane. The routine is killing me. Help
Answer
Neena, I applaud your self-awareness and self-honesty in posing these questions. Those two qualities, plus the sincerity you show through your regular meditation and Energization, have put you on a sure course for answering them. Discipleship and Kriya will secure you on—and take you deeper into—that course. Congratulations. You’re absolutely on track.





