What is the meaning of "Surrender" & how do we do that?
I will give a very short answer on your question of what do we mean by surrender and how to do it.
This past Sunday, October 2, Nayaswami Devi of Ananda Village gave an exceptionally helpful talk on that very subject. Please watch it.
If for some reason you are unable to watch her talk, please write again and I will be happy to share some thoughts, but I think this talk will give you a marvelous understanding.
Joy to you,