Recently my father expired on 9/17/2019 at the age of 65. He loved me a lot. At the present time, I am pregnant. I already have a son who is 12 years old. I am not in the position to welcome another child due to so many factors but sometimes I feel that my father is trying to be reborn again through me. Is it is my hallucination or am I confused? I have my own goals for my life and for me and my husband it has been challenging enough to bring up my one son. Please, kindly help me.
I do not have the psychic ability to tell you whether the child within you is your father, but I can say with certainty that this child is a divine gift to you and your husband.
I know that at present, with one son who is already 12 years old, it is not easy to look forward to having a baby and raising another child. Yes, no doubt you have many other goals in your life at this stage – but well, here it is: a child.
And perhaps it is your father, but no matter — that may or may not ever be known for sure. We are all children of God. Why should this one or that one be especially mine or yours?
Pray for the strength, courage, and joy to accept this child as a sacred gift. Do so in remembrance of your father as a continuation of his life and spirit (regardless of whether in some more literal way the child has the soul of your father).
I know this may seem difficult right now, but I can assure you a time will come when you will thank God for this precious gift. Have no fear; rejoice in the wisdom and goodness of Divine Mother, for she is coming to you in this form.
May your soul merge with the life-essence within you!
Seattle WA USA